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    April 08

    矛盾

     
     
                          
     
     
                           這兩天陷入了矛盾的漩渦中，沒辦法掙脫！
                           一直期待的東西，上帝終于施他的恩典賜給了我，可自己又開始害怕得不敢接受。
                           一種發自内心的畏懼，阻礙招我的思緒，以至於沒有辦法正常思考！


                           我總是在矛盾中搖擺招，左顧右盼中卻縂得不出結果。
                           很怨恨這樣的自己，不能後退，也無法前進！
                           恐懼中，失去了人開心的本能。
                           矛盾中，迷失了人生的方向。
                           我很想讓自己變得簡單些，卻在漸變中，越發的複雜！
                           我很想讓自己享受現在的生活，卻在努力中，越發的痛苦！
                           我很想把文字寫得快樂些，卻在過程中，越發的灰暗！


                           已經開始懷疑這樣矛盾的自己，有沒有這個榮幸接受上帝的恩賜。
                           再一次失去了信心，沒有了方向。
                           害怕努力也沒有結果，畏畏縮縮的腳步已漸漸停滯！
                           矛盾中，反復思考招我的未來，
                           我要努力嗎？我會幸福嗎？
     

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    老虎 ♠wrote:
    +u+u啊！
    Apr. 25
    Nana Zhangwrote:
    婷婷 最近还好么 看到你在我space的留言了 赫赫 我明天回reading了 回去以后也要复习 我们都要努力哦~~
    Apr. 21
    文 张wrote:
    summer是不是都快忘了我啦？
    前阵子电脑一直不能上别人的space留言，
    所以好久都不去别人的叶子里浇水，
    因为想你了，所以来看看你，
    不知道你现在过得可好？
    Apr. 21
    Yue Zhangwrote:
    summer 加油啊！
    Apr. 18
    Clairewrote:
    summer开心一点，你是最好的，等我们出去吃好好心情就好了，你要快快调整好哦
    Apr. 18
    京根 柏wrote:
    嗯,要加油的说
    space很pp类
    呵呵
     
     
     
    Apr. 15
    Janice Tanwrote:
    勇敢一点```我们都支持你``
    Apr. 13
    stella xmwrote:
    再看看你的前一篇blog,心情也许会好起来。其实上帝给了你恩赐，就勇敢的接受。You are fast than you think!
    Apr. 13
    ░ →Jasmine←░wrote:
    很漂亮的空間呵！
    北半毬現在是靜靜的夜么～
    Apr. 9
    pottiwrote:
    友情关注
    Apr. 9

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